Shop Mobile More Submit  Join Login
About Literature / Hobbyist Member MalcolmMale/United States Recent Activity
Deviant for 4 Years
Needs Premium Membership
Statistics 281 Deviations 861 Comments 3,384 Pageviews

Newest Deviations






Why do you keep chasing me
Smoothing my hair with your fingers
Your prints drawing the ache from my broken soul
Burning a hunger in the emptiness
Dani please
Dani please don't haunt me

My dream are etched with your love
I push you farther from me
But you pull me closer
The harder I resist

I try to focus on acceptance
Then I think of your eyes
In them is truth

I am not yours
Merely a platonic piece in your scheme
But Dani
Sweet Dani
I wish you were mine
Stumbling through a tricky spell of lucid nightmares
I feel like she is my sun
The light I feel but I can't be near her
Because I will burn

What I am is lost in a field of losses
Standing over the well of iniquities

I think anyone that hurts me
Drives me to dip in my hands
Coating my flesh in its cold demand

I want her so bad
But she's already happy
The guilt of the past is eating me alive
But I want to be her happiness

No matter what I do
How many times I have tried
I can't be that anymore to anyone
I can't not be guilty of my crimes

My bloody tears hold pain
My bruised hands my misery
My mind a labyrinth
My soul, ashes

I hate her happiness
And my emptiness
So I dream

Of a world with love
And happiness
That turns violent
And terrible

I sit on the throne of ashes
Wearing a guilty crown
Wielding the demon sword of darkness
And banishing my sword to sadness

For if I sacrifice her to my dark heart
Will I stop with her?
I write how I feel
Wow I've been on deviant art for 4 years!
  • Mood: Zest
  • Listening to: Artemis Fowl
  • Reading: Poetry
  • Watching: Bubble Witch Saga
  • Playing: Bubble Witch Saga
  • Eating: Confidence
 So what's up everybody? I have been seeing a lot of good art on break and I hope to be seeing some of my school mates on here soon. 
Deep in culinary school as usual but I"m learning a lot.

I'll be around.


malcomblack's Profile Picture
Artist | Hobbyist | Literature
United States
Grew up, woke up. I see the world for the way that it needs to be seen by other people. My eyes see the violence of emotion and the sound of colors and the taste of pain. I feel hopeful of the future

AdCast - Ads from the Community




Add a Comment:
yaziyaari Featured By Owner Dec 18, 2014
thanks for the watch
BloodyMess-VaoT Featured By Owner Nov 2, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
ThePurpleArt Featured By Owner Jul 31, 2014  Student General Artist
Thank you, I'm very glad to see you liked my photography:) (Smile) 
malcomblack Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Well I'm glad you joined so I could see it!
ThePurpleArt Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2014  Student General Artist
Your very kind, thank you:)
Infinite-Word-Forge Featured By Owner May 3, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you for the fave and thank you for reading.
malcomblack Featured By Owner May 5, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
you're very welcome, keep up the good work
Infinite-Word-Forge Featured By Owner May 5, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
You can count on it.
bubblehitd Featured By Owner Apr 12, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks for the fave :D
malcomblack Featured By Owner Apr 12, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
you are so welcome
Add a Comment: