Let me die

This is the night
When my tears cut rivers down my cheeks
This is the night
Where the pit of my stomach  grows deep
All I wanted was to be loved
All I wanted was to be wanted
But it seems that no one needs me

I can say the words
 I want to die
I want my blood in the streets  and tears in my eyes
Because I know
I know
It's  what I've  wanted

I can say the words
Momma please don't cry
You know this would happen
This suicide

I think I'm  dying
My vision is closing
And my once black heart
Is in the dirt

It not the same as murder
Nor dying naturally
I gave my life up to death
Willingly

I can say the words
I want to die
Momma go ahead and cry
Cause I'm  already gone

Let the dark close over my eyes
Let this this blood clog up my insides
Let the sadness flood in your eyes
From my suicide